Chris Dean’s heart stopped when he was two. He died but he came back. When he was five, his father was murdered, his body riddled with more than 20 bullets in a gang shootout. As I Am floats through this remarkable young man’s landscape, revealing the lives that have shaped his outlook. Ultimately, Chris’s trenchant perspective on all that he sees moves from the bleakness of poverty and pain to a powerful vision of survival and a reason for being in this world.
A boy who died and came back to life reveals what survival means to him
Director: Alan Spearman
Producers: Alan Spearman, Mark Adams, Chris Dean, The Commercial Appeal

videoVirtues and vices
From violent criminal to loving parent – a son’s story of his father’s transformation
23 minutes

videoHuman rights and justice
Thirty years after one teenager shot another, is it time to forgive?
28 minutes

videoSelf-improvement
After a car crash, an American football player fights to get back in the game
7 minutes

videoAgeing and death
‘It’s not for everyone. It’s a ministry to me.’ A funeral director on the business of death
5 minutes

videoMood and emotion
Grieving Kobe Bryant, Conor wonders: why do untimely celebrity deaths hit so hard?
6 minutes

videoChildhood and adolescence
A boy with muscular dystrophy finds a friend to help him through adolescence
16 minutes


